As a thinker and a writer, and one who loves to sing and dance, I love soaking up moments. It doesn’t have to be extraordinary. Sometimes it is the absolutely mundane that sparks a sense of nostalgia and peace. When I go on Pinterest (which is more often than not), I search specific topics/themes that I know will inspire me just by seeing them: beaches, pretty cupcakes, music festival style clothing, etc.
Everyone is inspired by something unique to their personality. I follow a guy on Instagram (@freethebirdphotography), who tags a song title in the location bar on every photo he posts. For him, the mood of rhythms and beats inspires the mood of his photo sessions. In the recent movie, The Secret Life of Walter Mitty, the photographer (Sean) misses the opportunity to capture a pic of a snow leopard in the HImalayas just because he wanted to sit in the moment and soak in the serenity.
I love this sentiment because it challenges me to be intentional about the things I would call art. Why am I writing a sentence like this? Why am I starting a new paragraph here? Why does this deserve an exclamation point instead of a period? So often we just spit information or images or statuses out the minute we think of anything that might garner some type of attention or praise. Sure, you might get 100 likes for a bathroom selfie…but if you really feel fulfilled in knowing that people only like you for the common trash that anyone else could produce, then you may want to check your self-worth. Chances are, it’s not very high if you can’t stand to have no one praise you or like you for your real work.
So here I am, writing this, wanting to soak up a moment, and consciously recollect the elements that stir up my feelings of inspiration.
Rain–it’s raining right now, actually. Who doesn’t enjoy the constant but gentle hum of droplets hitting the ground, sending out a fresh, clean scent and spreading a cozy, gray blanket around a town? When I was in Costa Rica during the rainy season, it rained every single day starting around 1 until sunset. It forced everyone to simply quit working and go home. There was nothing you could do. Here in the States, that wouldn’t be tolerated. But for me, when it rains, the earth rumbles, “Enough. It’s time to rest.” And that alone inspires me to return to my passions that I lay aside when life gets in the way.
Grass–it may be itchy when you roll around in it, but it’s just so bright and inviting! When I was little, and sometimes even now, if I rode in the backseat of a car, I would stare out at fields and imagine myself cutting the grasses that were too tall. It kept my mind occupied on long drives because the grass never ends until you hit the city. When I played soccer, I would pluck grass strands and braid them or split each blade during half-time. And when we lived in the country, my dad left our yard un-mowed for what seemed like a year, and finally decided to cut it down when we were having family over for Easter. I was about 7 and suddenly felt this urgency to take advantage of the jungle/safari that was my backyard. My vivid imagination convinced me to be a tiger and crawl through the grass for hours, making paths all through the yard and hiding myself when my parents tried to look for me. Now, when I’ve had a stressful day at work, I take the long way home, through a small town with winding, empty roads that are bordered by never-ending fields of bright green happiness. It makes me feel free, like I can breathe again and fly if I wanted to.
Windows–I can’t get enough of them. They represent another form of freedom for me. As long as I can see the big, open world outside, I know that I won’t suffocate in an office. Raw, natural sunlight is infinitely better than white, electric lights. A window is the only “screen” I could stare at all day long.
Driving my car–it’s my mobile home. I’ve had better long, honest talks with family and friends in cars than I have most other places. They’re so intimate that it feels like a safe place. I can belt out a One Direction song or an Adele song and no one passing me would know the difference or judge my singing! I can cry, I can scream, I can laugh or I can be totally silent. It’s not a bedroom where you can still hear other people or risk getting interrupted by someone who knows where you’re at. But a car is an escape. I guess you could say it’s an introvert’s best friend. haha